staying up til 2am cause my boyfriend didn’t get off work til midnight and i didn’t talk to him all day.

i’m going to have a long day at school tomorrow and i’m not going to be getting much sleep, but it’s a small price to pay.

& talking to him is the best part of my day. no matter what kind of day i’m having. i could be having a wonderful day and i’d talk to him and my day would instantly be that much better.

it feels really great to have someone constantly there to talk to. i love being in a relationship. i never liked the whole dating thing. i didn’t like feeling nervous about if the person was going to like you or not. getting to know so many different people and their interests, over and over again. i love that my boyfriend knows everything about me. it’s been 4 years officially. we have been through so much but 4 years ago today, we decided to start dating for real. it’s one of our anniversaries. we have like 3 dates that we celebrate, i think hahaha. that’s another thing about us that most people would find really weird but it’s what makes us us. and i wouldn’t change anything about where we are.

on another note, my 21st birthday is in 30 dayssss! i can’t wait. i’m super excited :) apparently garrett has some big thing planned, but i seriously doubt it lol. but he still manages to surprise me and keep me on my toes, even though it’s been 4 wonderful, amazing years :) <3

he gets so angry when something doesn’t go his way and it’s hilarious hahahaha :)

Today is my friend Monica’s 21st birthday!!! She already lives in Vegas so that was easy :P I hope she had a great day and I can’t wait to see her. Whenever that may be :P

Today is also another special occasion. It’s not an exact anniversary but it’s one that I know I’ll remember forever. Today, 4 years ago, I met Garrett for the first time. I know, I know. That’s super corny & cliché. Trust me, I know. It’s just that we’ve been through so much and have had so many anniversaries that we like to remember the one that stared them all in the first place. I can’t believe it’s been 4 years. But then again, I can. He’s brought me more happiness than tears and so I’m okay with another 4 years. Or even another 14. I’m fine with that.

These past 3 days have been amazing! It has been months since I have seen my boyfriend 3 days in a row. I am just so glad that I was able to spend time with him for this long period of time. Monday night we went to the hockey game and the Kings won! They’re first in their division and they have a really good chance of making it to the playoffs! then on tuesday, we just hung out all day and he even cooked me dinner. I didn’t realize how much I had actually missed spending time with him. I do not and will not take our visits for granted. They are precious and I didn’t even realize how much until this moment of reflection. I’m in such a great mood 😄❤