staying up til 2am cause my boyfriend didn’t get off work til midnight and i didn’t talk to him all day.

i’m going to have a long day at school tomorrow and i’m not going to be getting much sleep, but it’s a small price to pay.

& talking to him is the best part of my day. no matter what kind of day i’m having. i could be having a wonderful day and i’d talk to him and my day would instantly be that much better.

it feels really great to have someone constantly there to talk to. i love being in a relationship. i never liked the whole dating thing. i didn’t like feeling nervous about if the person was going to like you or not. getting to know so many different people and their interests, over and over again. i love that my boyfriend knows everything about me. it’s been 4 years officially. we have been through so much but 4 years ago today, we decided to start dating for real. it’s one of our anniversaries. we have like 3 dates that we celebrate, i think hahaha. that’s another thing about us that most people would find really weird but it’s what makes us us. and i wouldn’t change anything about where we are.

on another note, my 21st birthday is in 30 dayssss! i can’t wait. i’m super excited :) apparently garrett has some big thing planned, but i seriously doubt it lol. but he still manages to surprise me and keep me on my toes, even though it’s been 4 wonderful, amazing years :) <3